I'm a little disappointed tonight. Ethan and I were suppose to go to my mom's till Monday. Well, she gets down here and the grandkids want her to stay the night so she's not going back till probably Saturday. Damn it, I hate when plans change. I really wanted to get out of town for awhile. Well, I guess there is always next weekend. So it looks like Rumors or 10 Spot is a go for Friday night if I can get my sister to sit for us. I'll check on that tomorrow. At least Justin was happy were didn't go and I do get to spend time with my mom so I guess I'm happy too....

As for the whole conversation in the chatbox. Sucks I had to miss it. You are very welcome on the congrats part. I forgot to write that. May he/she be as beautiful and healthy as Damon and Ethan (I'm sure you've seen pictures of him by now.) Anyways, forget the gossip part it's probably not even true and even if it was I really don't care. That's between you guys. (I don't want any drama now that Ethan is here. I want to teach him better.) If I got wind of it then I'm sure in a few days you will to. Plus, I was only half listening to it anyways. Well, I suppose I'm going to get ready for bed. Goodnight

Oh, a friend of mine (Sara) wrote this poem and I love it. It's so true!!!!

? Before I was a Mom I never tripped over toys or forgot words to a lullaby. ? ? I didn't worry whether or not my plants were poisonous. ? I never thought about immunizations. ? ? Before I was a Mom - I had never been puked on. ? ? Pooped on. ? ? Chewed on. ? ? Peed on. ? ? I had complete control of my mind and my thoughts. ? ? I slept all night. ? ? Before I was a Mom I never held down a screaming child so doctors could do tests. ? ? Or give shots. ? ? I never looked into teary eyes and cried. ? ? I never got gloriously happy over a simple grin. ? ? I never sat up late hours at night watching a baby sleep. ? ? Before I was a Mom I never held a sleeping baby just because I didn't want to put them down. ? ? I never felt my heart break into a million pieces when I couldn't stop the hurt. ? ? I never knew that something so small could affect my life so much. ? ? I never knew that I could love someone so much. ? ? I never knew I would love being a Mom. ? ? Before I was a Mom - I didn't know the feeling of having my heart outside my body. ? ? I didn't know how special it could feel to feed a hungry baby. ? ? I didn't know that bond between a mother and her child. ? ? I didn't know that something so small could make me feel so important and happy. ? ? Before I was a Mom - I had never gotten up in the middle of the night every 10 minutes to make sure all was okay. ? ? I had never known the warmth, the joy, the love, the heartache, the wonderment or the satisfaction of being a Mom. ? ? I didn't know I was capable of feeling so much before I was a Mom. ?